Monday, December 7, 2009
Posted by:chiaen
Time: 10:27 AM
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crappy stuff in my head
i hope i could use all my energy to inhale then exhale u out from my body..
i hope i really threw you away from my brain as i think..
i hope the fire of love won't be burnt when next time i see u..
it's because i still can't put down the feeling or i got phobia??
i just could not accept another men another relationships..
i hurt how many guys just because i wanted to try out..
but every time was a failure cos i could not forget you..
the answer will tell us everything one month later..
at this time..at this moment..
i apologize with my sincere heart to those guys i've hurt..
i won't do this anymore..
if anyone feel he was hurt and feel like slaping me to release anger..
u're the most welcome..
this is the second week of my sem break..
and the day feel like year..
what i am doing is sleep and eat then sleep again..
the repeating routine makes me become a fat girl..
good job darren..your curse is working now..
the result will be announced one week later..
i'm not that bad..i curse u get 10 times worse than me..bwahahahaa..
the closer the date..the faster the heartbeat..
i scare i fail my human com..!!! *mad*
hope i can pass all the subject then move on my 3rd sem smoothly..
kinda miss subang life..it is more meaningful compare with my boring holiday now..
ela..!! stop eating next time..!! stop using the foods to lure me..!!
oh ya..!!i want to congrat my bro ADAM here..
finally he got ELA..
now they are blind in love..
and ELA..i don't want to cheat u..
actually i told darren everything on that day..
that's why that fatty kept kidding u n adam..
i know i will be killed when you see this post.. XD
and by the way..gasoline stars and phobia2's ad board were wonderful..
i thank a sozai here for acc me few days without any complaint..
he is mr.nice guy with funny laughter and patterns..haa..
u entertained me for hours..yea..i enjoyed it..threw all the craps away and enjoyed it..
no worries..i will still ask u to watch phobia2 with me whenever i back subang..
i will still stick to u cos u can make unlimited laughter..hehehe..
a loooooong grandmum story..
i just told it roughly but not in detail..
too many yearssssss i didn't update my blog..
too many thingssssss i could not remember at this moment..
continue when memories flash back..
night..

Sunday, December 6, 2009
Posted by:chiaen
Time: 2:00 PM
Comments: 0
messy heart..i miss u..
Haih..it’s a;ready 12a.m.
And I stil cant control my mind to stop thinking of u..
I took the ms paper and the brain in blank..
Was thinking I should nt call u to help me tat nite..
Then everything would go on smoothly..
If I noe the thing would be spoiled..
I swear I would not call u..
Maybe I’m nt the gal u r finding..
God let us met n be fren..only friend..
U asked me to go out on Saturday..
I’ll hug the last hope n hang out v u..
If stil cant find back the feeling then I ll forgone..
I noe tat u can find a better gal..
i hv too many histories..
N ur love page stil as white as a paper..
Ur parents prefer a perfect daughter in law..
I’m nt..
U’re finding ur perfect gal..
I’m nt..
I’ll do my best to chg myself..
I’ll do wat I hv promised..
As long as I do my best then I won feel regret in future..^^
u make me crazy..crazy in love..
i don wanna let u see my emo face..
the happy chiaen image should be kept..

p/s : 12/6 diary..it's a draft in my box..what i was thinking ..but now i feel ok when read back this post..^^


Posted by:chiaen
Time: 1:54 PM
Comments: 0
planning for holiday
yoohoo!!sem break is comin after fianl exam..
6-24/8..for almost 3 weeks..^^
i'm nt goin bek to hometown..
hm..wat i gonna do??
maybe find a part time job??for 1 or 2 days..
i'm goin to sunway lagoon,genting highland n oso cameron highland v buddies..
it sounds good right??hehe..
and btw..13/8 is daniel's bday..
we r goin to mos n keep partyin' until 3am!!!
i know it ll be a wonderful night with a wonderful dress up!!
thinking wat to buy for daniel's gift..
must be special n funny..
give him an unforgetable bday..muahaha..
ops..n oso wish kenn hapi bday here..
hv jus known the bday cake is belong to him..


Friday, October 30, 2009
Posted by:chiaen
Time: 5:55 AM
Comments: 0
meaning of being lonely
i don't know wat's going on..
damn moody today..
feel like shouting to the sea..
but..whr to find a sea at kl? haiz..
i'm missing my hometown melaka..
i'm missing the food which is cooked by my mum..
i'm missing my sista's annoying sound..
i'm missing my kakak at home..
i'm missing my friends..
i'm missing all these badly..
jus feel want to cry suddenly.. T.T
3 more weeks to go..
my 2nd sem's final exam is comin..
presentations, assignment, report, journal and so on are nt done..
i'm stress but nt in mood to do it at all..
what i have now is poverty, diet, and exam..
oh yaa..yday we went to orphanage for hcm project which has wasted my time to arrange..
it was a great visit..20++ of us were thr to entertain the kids..
here is the photos have been taken yday..
why do i feel so sad and alone now..
can someone comes and talks to me?
i've been talking with the 4 stupid walls for whole day..
can someone comes and studies with me?
i've been finding the mood to study since i reached my room..
can someone bank in money to my maybank account?
i lack of money right now..
can someone is here to listen i cry?
i hate to comfort myself..
i'll get depression soon..
everyone is enjoying their night with their families and friends..
how about me??
no one even remember i'm alone here..
haih..stop here..
no point to nag at here..

Sunday, October 4, 2009
Posted by:chiaen
Time: 10:32 AM
Comments: 1
happy life in subang
wow..!! seem i've forgoten my lovely blog..
apologize to my lovely visitors..
i was so fed up with it since i spoilt it..
hm..ntg special in last 2 months..
darren story has been ended up.. =)
finally i let go..and now i appreciate our frenship..
actualy i'm annoyed recently..
not becos of tat SHIT..
is becos of..haih..some privacy stuffs..
why and when did i become like this..
jus forget bout it..
ela is sleeping now..
my phone has jus rung..it was adam's msg..
he was mad with the video..i'll post later..haha..
and i've married..hahahahaha..
dono wen did i become his boh..
he treats me very nice even i'm jus his fake boh..
intro to u all..deng deng deng deng..my fake ang JEM!!haha..
arh! and oso my naive didi,adam.. XD
today he dump me alone at ss15.. T.T
if he offend me again i swear i'll post the video on fb n tag everyone..blerk..
2nd sem is not as free as i expected..
it is even worse than 1st sem although oni 4 subjects are taken..
stressful..hope can achieve my dream..hd dream..hahaha..
i dono wat m i bla-ing..
jus feel wanna simply post sumting to update..
i'll update more few days later when i recall bek my memory..
now my ang is waiting for me to reply his msg..
bet he fell asleep..
night ela(sis in law), adam(didi), and jam(ang)..
we must stay strong to defeat enemy..=)

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Posted by:chiaen
Time: 9:07 PM
Comments: 0
boring sem break
wednesday..4 more days to go..
sem 2 is goin to start..^^
i hv comfirmed with the owner..
next month i ll move out from this hell wei..hahaha..
i'm leavin retard network..tiny room..tiny wardrobe..irritating toilet..
i ll move to a place nearby my college..
it oni takes 2 minutes to reach..
gain 10 more minutes to sleep..
and less 10 more minutes walkin under sun.. ><
u're stil livin in every part of my body..
though i did my best to let u go..
fat..!!i hate u..!!
now my 32 22 32 n 6 packs are processing..
i've been goin gym recently..
but stil can't see the result..
i hope it ll be done within 2 months..
i m damn suffer livin without my lovely foods..
i miss them..T.T
another stuff..i need money..!!
findin the way to make money..!!
i gonna change my hairstyle..
i gonna buy my chanel perfume..
i gonna buy my dress from miss selfrige..
i gonna buy mior (some kind of beauty products)..
i gonna buy ~!#$%^& (too much to list)
by using MY money of course..
jackie fall for night life..
last thursday we went mos..
this thursday barcelona??
n next thursday zouk??
can gimme a rest??
oh..yday i met tat shorty again..
which wanted to know me but i shamed him as i've mentioned in my past post..
it was so embarassing..i'm so sorry with tat..
but at least i gave him a smiling face as hi yday..^^
later i'm goin to celebrity again..
will be goin everyday until my sem 2 start..
life is so tedious..
find out some challenging targets of life and reach it one by one..
it can be suffer..it can be tedious..it can be stimulate..it can be perfect..
ur life is on ur hand..it's oni few decades..enjoy it babe..



Sunday, August 16, 2009
Posted by:chiaen
Time: 6:49 AM
Comments: 0
daniel's birthday
i move on my way..mos night..^^


jackie,piggie chiaen n ming suan were acting stupid..XD


chiaen,daniel,n jackie at mos right now..

jiun n chiaen..love babe..^^

sumting diferent..chiaen n jiun..haa..



those pics hv been taken on thursday b4 went club..
did they look hot??^^
yeah~yeah~hav jus came back from hometown..^^
continuous interesting things happened in last few days..
thursday we went mos..
brendan,daniel.ming suan,nick,jackie n jiun were thr..
all of us had fun..especialy daniel..^^
tat day was his birday..
i hv taken some special ''gifts'' to him..
n he looked quite enjoy n like the gift very much..muahaha..
afterward we have gone mamak took our supper..
4 sumting jus reached my room..
i cant believe 4 ppl can squeezed in a single bed..n we did tat..hahaha..
the next morning i had to wake up early for collecting my result..
tat time was utter panic..
fail to hit my goal (all subjects get up to 70%)..haiz..
here is my result..malaysian study is excluded from my goal list..haa..
business math 74.4
microecon 60 (the oni subject i fail to reach my goal..haiz..)
account 74.14
english 70
malay study 60 (simply hamtam oso can get it!!haha!!)
the consequence for being garbage in col..
next sem ll be better..
becos i am jus being half garbadge..hahaha..
all subjects hit up to 80%..new target..^^
around 2pm ming suan n i followed daniel's car bek melaka..
and today we followed his car to come bek subang too..
after tat we went to sunway pyramid n watched secret service..
it is damn nice n funny..
haiz..if the clock can be turned back..
i would choose chanel perfume..sigh..
my sis,ying has borrowed novel - twilight for me..
actualy reading is nt my daily routine..
wat to do..need to improve my poor eng..aiks..
2morow need to run much than usual..to burn my fat..
have eaten too much tis weekend..
delicious foods at hometown make me totaly forget bout megan fox..XD
further to my goal..haiz..
and one more thing for today!!!!
it was terrible n horrible!!
1st time i felt i was hanging on the edge of alive n die..
mr. tan ming suan!!pls improve ur driving skill..!!
otherwise i won be ur passanger anymore..!!
i've almost dead in an acident..
the car has almost buang..luckily he swerved his car to the side..
hm..go n take bath now..nite..^^

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